Friday, August 18, 2006
everynight when i drift off to sleep, i die...
and everytime i wake up in the morning, i'm born again...
i get the chance to live another life...
a chance to correct my mistakes...
a chance to do things i've never done before...
a chance to say 'sorry...'
a chance to say 'i love you...'
and...
a chance to be DIFFERENT...
shattered`* 10:28 PM
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Friday, July 28, 2006
remember that dream i mentioned before?
about that guy who said, "i love you?"...
well....he was in my dream again...
and this time, i saw his face...
difficult to describe...but he was well-tanned...
and a more peculiar thing...
in my dream...
we were on the seashore with the sound of the waves slapping against some boulders...
and i was running towards him....
guess what's next...
i kissed him...
yes...! i kissed him...
and the oddest thing that could happen...
when i woke up, i could still feel his lips...
it was as though the kiss was real...
by jove, what does this mean?
shattered`* 12:23 AM
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Thursday, July 13, 2006
just this morning, when i got out of the gate, i saw an astonishing sight...
two kids with rag-like clothes...one was sitting on a sack...the other had half of his body inside the large garbage pail...
and my heart blew into pieces...
i reached for my pocket to give them something when a rela parked in front of me and i realized that i was almost late for class...
and now, i regret having turned my back on them...
it ain't fair...
i looked at them...
i pitied them...
yet, i did not do anything to help them...
stupid me...
shattered`* 9:48 PM
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Thursday, July 06, 2006
it's odd...
the way i feel his presence and how much i enjoy staring at him...
it hurts...
because everytime i look at him...his eyes are set for someone else...
i just couldn't help myself...
it's as though every contour of his body and every fiber of his being are etched in my mind...worse, they're entombed in my heart...
funny how feelings could grow in a short span of time...
without warning...
it simply sweeps you away...
the thing is...
there's always a drawback...
and PAIN seems to like my company...
because as i feel an increasing degree of affection towards him...some MYSTICAL NEGATIVE EMOTION keeps on tugging at my heart...as though telling me to stop my foolishness...
i am a fool...
there's no sense in denying it...
i don't feel ashamed to tell the whole world how i keep on dreaming of this guy every minute that i am alone or even in the middle of a mob of people...and there he is...dreaming of someone else...
it's not that bad, though...
i tell you...
it's always good to fall in love...
shattered`* 5:16 AM
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Thursday, June 01, 2006
believe me....i used to be innocent...i used to look at the world with eyes gleaming with questions...but now, i know better...i shoudn't have asked...because the answers...are somewhat...UNDESIRABLE...
i wish i still had that naivete...i wish i failed to see the bitterness of the reality...the venom of truth...because, it's slowly strangling me...digging into my flesh like a chain of keen-pointed metals...
you may not understand me....because, my friends, i am part of the marginalized society...part of THE MOB...only those who are on the same ground as mine could comprehend the meaning behind these words...
shattered`* 12:58 AM
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i guess i just woke up on the wrong side of the bed...
okei...so, i've been very irritable these past few days [particularly today...] ...well, i have every reason to be...
it's less than thirty degrees outside...i've been running around like a madman with an umbrella that hasn't been very helpful and even embarrassed me in front of a couple of homo sapiens...i have a shoelace soaked with mud...my hair is flying on all directions...my coins fell from the 'hole' in my pocket...my cellphone is ringing noisily....i have a bruise on my upper left arm...and for the finishing touch, it's topped with a three-inch scratch....
and the day is not yet through...damn...when will this end/
shattered`* 12:38 AM
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Monday, May 29, 2006
Here are a few reasons why guys like girls:
1.They will always smell good even if its just shampoo
2.The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
3.How cute they look when they sleep
4.The ease in which they fit into our arms
5.The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
6.How cute they are when they eat
7.The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while
8.Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside
9.The way they look good no matter what they wear
10.The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11.How cute they are when they argue
12.The way her hand always finds yours
13.The way they smile
14.The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight
15.The way she says"lets not fight anymore"even though you know that an hour later....
16.The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17.The way they kiss youwhen you say"I love you"
18.Actually ...just the way they kiss you...
19.The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20.Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
21.The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22.Then the way they apologize when it does hurt.(even though we don't admit it)!
23.The way they say"I miss you"
24.The way you miss them
25.The way their tears make you want toc hange the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore.....Yet regardless if you love them,hate them,wish they would die or know that you would die without them ...it matters not.Because once in your life,whatever they were to the world they become everything to you.When you look them in the eyes,traveling tothe depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound,you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.We love them for a million reasons,No paper would do it justice.It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.A feeling.Only felt.
shattered`* 3:38 AM
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Guys: Put your hands around her waist firmly
Girls: lay your head back on his shoulder and put your arms on his.
Guys:whisper in her ear
Girls: giggle
Girls:whenever he tries to kiss you, don'tjust let him, kiss him back. ........
Girls: When you want to cuddle with him,tell him you're cold
Guys: automatically move closer to her.(if yourstupid then you'll either say "me too" oryou'll giveher your jacket... don't)
Girls: During a movie, if he puts his arm aroundyou, tilt your head on his shoulder
Guys: lift her chin up and kiss her.
Guys: When she tells you she loves you,look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips,and tell her you love her too... and mean it.
Girls:When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
Guys: whisper in her ear and link your hand with hers.
shattered`* 3:33 AM
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Saturday, May 27, 2006
dang...i just couldn't get enough of X-MEN...the last movie of the trilogy was a blast...!
okei...so i was OVEREXCITED to see it...i went to the cinema [with rose and may] on the eve of our laboratory final written exam...how's that for a model student?
hehe...nwei, it was rather ODD to see Wolverine falling head over heels in love with Jean Grey...i thought he's totally EMOTIONLESS...
what i didn't really expect was the death of SCOTT SUMMERS [a.k.a. CYCLOPS] and JEAN GREY [a.k.a. PHOENIX]...aw, c'mon...don't tell me that i spoiled the movie...you should've seen this already...
the director and producers did a great job..! thumbs up to all of you...! *bow-bow*...
VARIETY'S THE SPICE OF LIFE, aight? so here ya go... action, suspense, thriller, romance, comedy, science fiction, and a touch of 'horror'...
don't dare call yourself a CERTIFIED MOVIE-GOER if you failed to see this movie...
shattered`* 3:18 AM
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