islenska` 18.04.06 iN mEmOrY oF tHe iNnOcEnT mE...
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Thursday, July 06, 2006

it's odd...

the way i feel his presence and how much i enjoy staring at him...

it hurts...

because everytime i look at him...his eyes are set for someone else...

i just couldn't help myself...

it's as though every contour of his body and every fiber of his being are etched in my mind...worse, they're entombed in my heart...

funny how feelings could grow in a short span of time...

without warning...

it simply sweeps you away...

the thing is...

there's always a drawback...

and PAIN seems to like my company...

because as i feel an increasing degree of affection towards him...some MYSTICAL NEGATIVE EMOTION keeps on tugging at my heart...as though telling me to stop my foolishness...

i am a fool...

there's no sense in denying it...

i don't feel ashamed to tell the whole world how i keep on dreaming of this guy every minute that i am alone or even in the middle of a mob of people...and there he is...dreaming of someone else...

it's not that bad, though...

i tell you...

it's always good to fall in love...

shattered`* 5:16 AM
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i'm not unusual...i just get up at 2am every morning, dawdle for a few minutes then go back to sleep.. i eat human flesh as breakfast with fresh blood as my morning coffee... i inhale nitrous oxide and exhale phosgene... yep, that's me... i ain't weird... just H-U-M-A-N..
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eating dead roaches and cricketts in between meals...
squashing slimy insects...
frying my own finger...




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